Getting Back on the Horse

P1050771The last time I worked my way through Julia Cameron’s The Artist’s Way, I had three young children (the twins were only 7 or 8; Emma was a toddler!), and I was only recently tenured at Everett Community College. I frequently taught an extra class at the college, and I was able to work in our Writing Center for a scant one quarter per year; I was a College in the High School Mentor, and I was a Campfire Girls co-leader. (I get a little weary just thinking about everything I was trying to do.)

Admittedly, it was summer and I wasn’t teaching. Despite being plenty busy with my kids, I woke early, every day, and I wrote my morning pages faithfully. The rest of each day was a bit of a blur, and if I did the exercises, they were incorporated into my morning pages. The artist dates? With those I really, really, really went into serious avoidance mode. Julia Cameron couldn’t possibly understand how busy I was. What nerve to insist on a solo, soul-nurturing venture once each week!

When I first proposed doing The Artist’s Way this winter I knew that I was going to take the artist dates seriously. My inner-critic is having a free-for-all with this. After all, as my husband is fond of pointing out, I take plenty of time for myself–not just putting my writing at the top of my to-do list every day, but also sneaking off to drink lattes and read novels. I’ve never been good at ducking out on my friends, especially the ones who like lattes…or wine…and novels. But Julia doesn’t count one’s work as a date; she doesn’t count a latte and 50 pages of a novel or even a heart-to-heart talk with a girlfriend as an artist date. This is what she says:

An artist date is a block of time, perhaps two hours weekly, especially set aside and committed to nurturing your creative consciousness, your inner artist. In its most primary form, the artist date is an excursion, a play date that you preplan and defend against all interlopers. You do not take anyone on this artist date but you and your inner artist, a.k.a. your creative child. That means no lovers, friends, spouses, children–no taggers-on of any stripe…. (18)

She compares the artist date to the date-night a married-with-children couple might commit to. She also stipulates that the artist date should not be something you are already comfortable with. In her video on the topic, she insists that the artist date should take you out of your comfort level. (By the way, I think that if you take a watercolor class for your date, you’re allowed other students, you’re allowed an instructor. That’s how I allowed for the people who facilitated my date this week. But this rule is also why, when my daughters wanted to join me, I said “No, sorry, can’t. It’ s an artist’s date.”)

Back in December, when we first put our Artist’s Way group together, I brainstormed a list of possible artist dates; I asked the other members of the group for feedback; I asked for suggestions here at the blog. And I promised that one of my Artist Dates would involve riding a horse. Yesterday, thanks to poet Jennifer Bullis, and despite all kinds of attempts (on my part) to wriggle out of it, I rode a horse. me and brownie

It wasn’t like riding the proverbial bicycle (that one you never forget how to ride). But when my posture and ability to stay seated on Brownie’s lovely back during a trot seemed, to me, deplorable, Barb and Jennifer smiled and encouraged me. “You have to keep riding every day to get the hang of it, and every horse is different. Try to ride the same horse every day, at least at first.”

It was advice that sounded uncannily like what I tell my friends who come to me for encouragement about writing. Just keep writing. Write a little every day. Choose one project and keep at it, just see what will happen. 

P1050810Thanks, Jennifer!

 

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9 thoughts on “Getting Back on the Horse

  1. Bethany, I’m so glad you got on the horse! The second picture captures how natural you look on Brownie’s back. I’m so glad I got to help you along your artist’s way for this artist’s date!

  2. Bethany and Jennifer – You both did an excellent job – Jennifer the encourager and Bethany the courage to get up on Brownie. And Brownie was a good fit for you. I just wonder Bethany how you felt when you dismounted – were you walking funny? I already have my artist date planned for this week. No horse is involved. Last week I can only say it was buying mochas as we drove 3 days getting to AZ and I had 2 Mochas a day alone – Starbucks won the best mocha contest.

      1. And that was one ride! and sore. Glad I said NO to going down into the Grand Canyon in March on a donkey – 5 hours. The group is staying two days to recover at Phantom Ranch.
        Then they have to get on the donkeys again. OUCH!

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